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Shitty life update. by maxinejunior1997 Shitty life update. by maxinejunior1997

This is a Journal, DA just won’t let me make journals or sue stash writer. Also had to make it a pic because I have no preview images.

This is an update of my shitty life.

So for starters I am in depression, my mom and her boyfriend broke up, we’re slipping more and more into debt, my family isn’t getting a Christmas because we can’t afford it, and I need to get a job so I can support my family.

Because my mom and her bf broke up... Literally five minutes ago... And I had to sit there listening to them scream at each other… Sat through a panic attack. Yeah, it wasn’t nice. Now I’m pretty sure we cant afford our rent because he was the one paying what we couldn’t. I hate seeing my mom in pain, and it breaks my heart to watch her cry over someone who was constantly screaming and swearing at her. Am I glad he’s gone? For selfish reasons, yes. But I’d rather have him here and my mom be happy.

I pulled a muscle in my neck/shoulder area, so I can barely move my neck, its been a painful day. And me and my sister have lice. What could get worse?

Please forgive me I won’t be updating or uploading anything for a long time, except for my group I won’t be doing much on deviant art. I’m sorry.

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BlackFireOtter Dec 3, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't know what to say except I'm sorry you're family is going through this! I don't really have any words of advice and I'm terrible at encouragement, but I still want you to know I'm thinking of you and I hope things get better for you really soon. :iconsadhugplz:
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maxinejunior1997 Dec 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thank you, that really makes me feel a bit better :iconmuahplz: things have been getting better, just a little bit though
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BlackFireOtter Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm glad to hear that! Hope they continue to get better! 
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Aww darling i'm sorry ;A; Im kinda going through somethings similar...my parents nearly divorced due to something really awful my father did and it was hard to go through..so in a way i kinda know how you feel! Things might not be the same but it only makes the family you have closer and things will eventually get better! Tell your mom i hope she feels better too and here's an internet hug to both of you ono //hugs
Huum it might be weird to say this but you can still have Christmas ; v ; maybe there's no presents but being there for each other and celebrating Christmas spirit or whatever is present enough uvu
And even if that doesnt work i think i have a secret plan hehe 
As for the lice all I can say is change your sheets and pillowcases, tie up your hair. ovo/ er im not sure how to really treat it but this link has a few methods www.wikihow.com/Get-Rid-of-Lic…
Its alright though! Take as much time as you need. And if you never need anyone to talk to or just need to vent i'm here for you! ♥ I hope for the best
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maxinejunior1997 Dec 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thank you! that website really helped out, we got rid of them all successfully. 

:iconbrohugplz: Thank you! I think she's been getting better, and it's a lot nicer without him.. am I bad for saying that? XD
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:iconmadhatter2k13:
you're welcome!! AuA ♥ And thats great news! 

eeeee anytime and omg no no it's just fine!! >w< and hey, its usually true haha
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RedXGreenFTW Dec 2, 2013  Student General Artist
Can I just hug you right now?

First, I swear to Jesus Christ that life will get better. Maybe not today or tomorrow or even in the next few months, but it will. I promise you it will. You are all better off without Jay, and I am certain you will all benefit in the long-run. I know you'll find a job and make enough money for you and your family. I know you'll all find a way to enjoy Christmas this year. The storm is over and the aftermath sucks, but you'll see the sun soon enough. Your mother will get over Jay and realize what an asshole he was, and soon enough she'll be happy because she still has an awesome daughter (and yes, I'm referring to you. I don't really know what Lauren's like). As for your neck, it should be better tomorrow. If not, a few days at most. And as for your lice, keep your hair back at all times, maybe in a bandanna. Keep your bedsheets and stuffed toys and whatnot in garbage bags for a week or more to suffocate any remaining lice when they're out of your hair.

I wish I could offer you more advice or condolence, but I don't really know what else to tell you other than to keep your chin up and stay strong. Shit hit the fan now, but after cleaning up everything will be fine again. I can promise you that. My promise may sound empty, but take it from someone who knows.
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